Baanwara mann ....

Monday morning…Itz really difficult to convince ourselves… to come to office and probably work for allotted hours… So last Monday I somehow dragged myself convincing that ‘it’s ok…' u won’t have much work today’ and so entered d premises… already bored ....n I was welcomed with a big garbage bin...which stands right in front of our office entrance , people doing all morning necessary things and grand slum area.......I again convinced myself… n then shedding of my boredom thought of entering the office main building… But I was again given a grand welcome by looong queue for authorized laptop checking … it seemed a queue for Dagdusheth Ganpati on some auspicious day: P standing there with that heavy laptop bag slung on the shoulder for almost half an hour. Really not worth at all…. But still had too…

But den after all this… I suddenly realized why m I so bored??? We get bored so soon… den be it anything…right from Job, Office….. electronic devices.....We want everything in mere small short duration...... We can’t afford to spend more time… we want everything perfect in place on time… and if we get the 1st thing from our wish list in no time gap we want d 2nd , 3rd… n so on.....We aren’t satisfied … our mind wanders… then whatever d reason might be…

I tried to crack my brain..... N thought a lot on this… n den realized itz not my, ur or only someone else’s problem… itz d generation problem… we are very expert in fooling our minds and den d mind keeps on wandering like a bee… in search of a tinkling ray of hope… n starts dreaming …. can’t readily accept d defeat too… bcoz ….no answer yet ….

“ Baanwara mann dekhane chala ek sapna…”

Heard many a times…. Bt still shows n secretly opens d meaning each time I hear it… & every time I try to get d meaning… m left without d answer…. Still not able to figure out why??